I want to at least push something up to this site once a week. So quick blast since I've run over the time I gave myself for writing today, but haven't yet completed enough to put up here.
I started a creative writing class last week. The teacher was strange as fuck, and I decided to drop out of it and get a refund. I'll use the time I would be there weekly to find a quiet place to write on my own instead. The value of it seemed really limited to me. I don't think I'll regret it, since it's almost entirely beneficial just to not have the awkward social engagement every week.
I was struggling at the start of this week following my trip to Kingston for a Sleep Study last weekend. It brought me through Brockville, as it often does, but I stopped there for dinner at a Boston Pizza. Being there opened a few areas of my memory surrounding my old relationship with Shorey. It left me in a kind of...I can't quite describe the state...let's just say feeling off for a couple of days. I talked a few things out in therapy on Tuesday, and following that with some internal converations, feel a lot better overall. Maybe I'll share more of that one day.
(Those paragraphs are probably in a backwards order, but I'm not going to fix them.) So today, in looking for a place to write, I decided to head to the nearby library. In order to use the wifi I had to go talk to someone at the desk and opted to get a library card. So I have one of those now.
That's it. That's the post. I'll be back next week with either some substantial writing, or some drivel like this.
It's too soon to tell right now.
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